Frustrations

I went to the Dr today. I have been having 14 day cycles, extreme tiredness, extreme hunger, weakness, and horrid mood swings.

My Dr said he doesnt want me to do the hCG diet anymore. He said it has screwed my hormones up so badly.
He actually told me to not do any diet at all right now. He said focus on healthy options and try not to binge for now (yeah, thanks doc).
He and my therapist are working together to try to get me committed to an inpatient rehab to help me over come my eating disorder and food addiction.
I asked him what about a gastric bypass (not that I even want one..) and he told me that he wont recommend it because, in me, it would be pointless. Until I rid myself of my disease, theres no way Im going to lose any weight (permanently) and it would be a waste of time and money, not to mention taxing my health even more!....

Needless to say, Im really frustrated with myself right now, and Im so nervous to go to a rehab especially since Id have to leave my kids.

My Dr said that he recommends a long-term treatment facility based on previous experiences of mine. He thinks that a short-term wont really help me because it wont give me enough time to work through my issues that fuel my disease. I have been saying that 45 mins a week just isnt enough time to work out a weeks worth of problems, so he is telling me that 4 or 5 weeks wont be enough time to work out 21 years of issues..

I know I need help, but I dont want to leave my kids for so long..

Im really torn about all of this...