New Beginnings

It has certainly been a long time since I have posted!

Ive been yoyo-ing for quite a while now, and am really getting sick and tired of it. This morning my weight sat at 335.1 lbs. That's still higher than my lowest weight in December! 2 months later! Only God knows why I cant stick with a plan...

Im gonna give this one more go. I have hit my last straw with this weight thing, and got my husband's approval to do the HcG diet. I know I was skeptical of it in the beginning, but honestly, I'm getting desperate. I'm to the point that I will do what ever it takes to get this weight off of me.

I expect my order to arrive in the middle of next week, but no later than Saturday. Since my mail comes at 1:30 pm, I'll have to wait to start it until the next morning. Either way, It will happen soon. Until then, I am continuing to eat Atkins Induction foods, and keeping my calories down. Im fighting my cravings and trying to get used to drinking a lot of water and tea.

I figure that the best thing I can do is keep trying to lose weight until I start the new protocol. There's no point in gaining weight before having to lose it all over again.

I have a mega mini goal in mind. Since right now, I'm a size 28, I'd love to see myself in a size 18 again. I haven't seen that number since I was 14 years old! Thats my first ultimate goal. Get back to where I was the day I met my best friend. After that, my goal is to get to a normal BMI... But one step at a time!

Here's how I see my goals needing to be at this time.

* Stick with LC until my package arrives
* Get through the first week on the HcG. I hear the first week is the hardest
* Get myself into a size 24 non stretch jeans
* Make it to day 30 in HcG protocol without cheating
* Get myself into a size 20 non stretch jeans
* Get myself into a size 18 non stretch jeans

Im assuming I will need to do another round of HcG to get to my total goal weight, but we'll see what happens when the time for that comes.